Lughnasadh

Hard to believe that it's already August. 

In just a couple more weeks, I'll have been back in CT for 6 whole months. It feels like summer just began, and now we're entering the autumn zone in earnest. 

 
I've been pretty busy. Going on a lot of evening walks. Gone swimming a bunch of times. Have eaten a ton of summer squash (that my mum & I grew from seed). Had some art up in a group art show in Hartford. Went to a summer carnival, saw fireworks a couple times. Spent time with family. Went to my fave local farmers market a few times. Ate some grilled food. And I got put on a big project w/ my usual contract gig, so I've been working a ton, too. Honestly? This has been one of the most relaxing summers I've had in years. I've had my ups & downs, but it's been so good for me to be back here, back home. Even just the smell of the earth & air here has been restorative. 
 
The thing about New England is, no matter what season it technically is, there's an underlying mood of Autumn mixed in. There's a certain haunted quality here year round. And I love it. Life still has a lot of challenges for me ahead, but at least I feel more at ease for awhile. This is a healing time.
 







 

 

Re-emerging

Is re-emerging a word? 

It is now.

Anyways, I've been through a lot these past 6-plus months.

I'm back on the east coast now, living with family til as I do my best to get my shit together. It's been a rough adjustment sometimes, but there are also moments of relief: the familiarity of feeling like I'm HOME again. 

The seasonal changes in particular are comforting: a full range of sensory experiences. When I arrived here in mid-February, it was still full-on Winter (in western WA, it was already early Spring). 

 

It's good to be back. There are so many people and things I've missed. 

 

 

And now Summer is officially just a few days away. I'm getting used to the climate here again and I'm reveling in it. My current neighborhood is actually walkable and I'm out there all the fucking time. I grew up around here so lots of nostalgia, which makes it a bit surreal to be here but also feels like I never left. 

I've been updating my Instagram more often lately and hope to update here more as well.